AND WHEN SHE COMPARE ME TO EMINEM, I SAID "I'M DIFFERENT," SHE SAID "HOW?" I SAID, "I'M BLACK AND I CAN SAY NIGGER, BITCH!"

TALES FROM THE PSYCHIATRIC WARD…i've been allowed to start a jogging club…it's called "Thumbs Up" running club…i hope it'll get me out of here sooner…but i doubt it…keep the expectations low, you know…usually it's just me running around giving thumbs up to the people i pass…patients and doctors…sometimes this little filipino guy runs with me…he says his names "jeff", but that's bullshit…i'm sure he's got a filipino name and i tried to get it out of him one time but he got all fucking riled up and started throwing daggers out of his eyes at me…so i dropped it…this big native dude joins us some days too…fuck if i know his name…i asked him how he liked working with jack nicholson…

you know, in one flew over the cuckoo's nest…a joke which he either didn't get or didn't like, so i dropped that too…at least they join in with the thumbs up stuff…makes me chuckle...today i got them pumped up for the run with some Tech Nine off this Strangeulation compilation…they liked that…we did some jumping jacks, stretches…then a quick run through the labyrinthian corridors and once around the fenced enclosure outside and back for lunch…after lunch "jeff" sat on my back and gave me the worst fucking back massage i've ever had…i don't know what was worse the pain from the massage or the fact that i could feel his balls tickling my bare back…fucking guy couldn't throw on some underwear!?…i tried bucking him off but he dug his fingernails in and rode me out…luckily the floor monitor came in, and me and him are on pretty good terms and knew that  i was in a tough position to tap out and broke things up…i'm thinking of kicking "jeff" out of the running club…fuck him and his dangling cock and ball massage routine…good shit that tech nine though…i give it a thumbs up!