NEW YEAR'S EVE...feeling paranoid that my daughter has appendicitis and so i'm feeling anxious...ready to jump into the car with her and get to the hospital and convince the doctor that it's her appendix ready to burst and not a stomach virus...breathe in...breathe out... slowly...it's going to be okay willy bee...okay...okay...day something of sobriety...which means i've been able to read books again...nothing more relaxing then sitting by the wood stove, reading books and listening to sade smooth operator...wait a fucking second, that's not me listening to sade, it's the fucking guy downstairs!!!!!!!Now i'm all into running these days...the comedian lily tomlin said something like "for those that can't handle drink or drugs there's exercise" and winston churchill said something like "when you're running through hell, keep running"...got that right man...running from my fucking demons...speaking of which...here's a review...kind of...of Stephen King's new book "Doctor Sleep"...