During the summer that my step father beat the shit out of my mom...i got a golden retriever puppy...i named her SOY...which was a combination of sunshine and joy...which basically came from the ROB BASE and DJ EZ ROCK song JOY AND PAIN...SUNSHINE AND RAIN...that dog was my saviour...got me out of the house and into the woods...down by the river...through the apple orchard...got me out of that fucking house...that dog was my sun and my joy...until my next door neighbour had his pitbull savagely attack my sun, my joy...leaving her a bloody carrie face mess...i could've killed that summer...and you wonder why i'm in this psych ward today?
